Love Ya – Ben Hardy! Roger Taylor

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Summary: Roger and Reader are best friends, or were, but recently he’s grown more distant. While cleaning her apartment, Reader finds an old letter that was accidentally tucked away. In said letter, he pours his feelings out to her.

Word Count: 2515

Warnings: Just a bit of swearing

A/N: This is my first Roger Taylor fic, and the first fic I’ve written in awhile. It might be boring at first but just try to keep reading, I’m sorry. I really hope you enjoy this, because I worked hard on it. I’m not sure how I feel about this so feedback would be greatly appreciated. If you liked this enough to want a part two, please tell me!  Also, this is inspired by Love, Rosie. (I didn’t proofread excuse any errors)

The winter air in Seattle was crisp and cold, and you had bundled yourself up with a cozy, light pink sweater. You struggled trying to find the correct key to your apartment due to your nonstop shivering, and your filled hands. You had just gotten your groceries for the week, and it was the coldest week of the year so far.

You had finally entered your apartment, and the warmth from the heater hit your face. You let out a sigh of relief, only for your phone to start ringing. You rushed to the kitchen, as you were afraid the person calling would hang up after too long. You reached for the phone and held it to your ear. “Hello?”

“Y/N! It’s Roger! I just wanted to call and say hi!”

“Oh, hey.” You said in an awkward tone. He hadn’t called in so long, and he’d just seemed so out of reach lately.

“So, how’ve you been?”

You sighed. “I’ve been alright. The hotel’s been busy with the holidays coming up soon. We also got new furniture in most of our rooms. How about you Rog?”

“Well the tour’s been crazy I’m not gonna lie, but a good crazy. Right now we’re in this crazy fancy hotel, the Blue Moon Hotel. You’ll have to take tips from them.” He laughed to himself. You really missed his laugh… “We’re gonna perform in Los Angeles tomorrow night, we’ve been all over the US now…” He said trailing off. “Tour’s almost done, thankfully.”

“Oh did you already come to Seattle?” You said biting your lip, hoping he’d say no.

“Yeah, but I didn’t want to bother you,” he said, in a quieter voice now, “Plus we were just busy…”

“I wish you would’ve come by and visited… I miss you, Rog.” You sighed, trying to think of the last time you had seen him.

“Yeah… Look Y/N, Brian’s bothering me, says I’m taking too long, but I’ll talk to you soon hopefully.”

“Wait Rog—“ You started, but he had already hung up. With a sigh, you put the phone back on the wall and thought about Roger. He had been so distant the past few months, and it honestly hurt you. You had known Roger since college, and you even kept in touch after you moved across the globe to Seattle to run your own hotel. You’d gone to a lot of his concerts and talked to him all the time before. Now you were lucky if he called once per month, and for the life of you, you couldn’t figure out why. He used to be one of your closest friends.

You’d never admit to it, but you fell for that annoying blonde boy years ago. Back when you were in uni, your boyfriend at the time cheated on you, and Roger found you crying after class. At that point you were already close friends, and he comforted you. You saw your ex-boyfriend later that day with a black eye, and you didn’t suspect Rog until you saw his knuckles. You thought it was kind of an ass thing to punch the guy, but sweet at the same time.

However, ever since he’s been in Queen, he’s always occupied with some skinny, tall girl, and you never think he’d look at you that way. So over the years, you gave up hope, but it’ll always hurt to know he never loved like that.

The rain began to tap on your windows, and you decided to watch the television to take your mind off things. A christmas movie was playing before it cut to a commercial that you had seen fifty times before for soap. You rolled your eyes and grabbed an old magazine that had been sitting on your table for too long. Instantly as you grabbed it, a piece of paper fell out. You frowned and realized upon further inspection that it was a letter addressed to you.

At first you figured it was just a card from your mom but when you opened, you recognized Roger’s handwriting immediately. The letter was dated from six months, and it dawned on you that it got stuck in the magazine during delivery.

What puzzled you the most was that he wrote an actual letter, it was so unRoger-like… He wouldn’t have done this unless it was important. You could feel your heart beating in your chest as you nervously ripped open the sealed envelope.

You began to read the letter as you held your breath in attempt to prepare for what the letter might hold.

Dear Y/N,

Look, don’t make fun of me for writing a letter. I know it’s weird, and not “Rogerlike” as you say, but I didn’t know how else to get this off my chest. Tour starts up again soon, which is why I’m writing this letter now. Everything I’ve been thinking and wanting to say to you for years are overflowing from this pen. I’m leaving this letter so you don’t feel pressured to give me an answer in a moment, so you have a lot of time before we see each other again. I know you will need to take your time trying to decide the answer to what I’m about to say. It’s a lot.

I know you, Y/N. You’re my best friend. I can see it in your eyes when you’re happy or sad, angry & mad… You can never lie to me, because your eyes betray you. I know you more than anyone in the world, maybe better than you know yourself. And I don’t want just any guy to date, because that isn’t what you deserve.

You deserve someone who loves you with his entire heart, and thinks about you every second of the day. Someone who constantly just wondering where you are, what you’re doing, who you’re with, and if your okay. You should be with someone who loves all of especially your flaws. You should be with someone who can make you laugh, dance your weird dances, and someone who will never hurt you. Someone who should’ve taken a chance to be with you years ago insteading of being afraid to try.

But I’m not afraid anymore, Y/N, and I’m not afraid to try like I used to be. I want to be with you and I want to be the person who gets to love you. I know it’s crazy and I know it’s a risk. I love the little things you do, your laugh, your smile, the way you care for others…

And don’t think I’ll constantly be sappy like this. This isn’t the Roger you know and trust me this is kind of weird for me too, but I don’t know any better way to tell you.

I can be a lot, I know that. And so can my life, the whole band thing with the tour and fans… It can be a lot, too. But I hope that you love me enough too that it won’t matter.I get it if you don’t feel the same way about me, and when I come back, we can act like this never happened. I never wrote this letter, and I never told you all this sappy stuff.I’d be okay with that, as long as you’re happy. We can still be best friends, and I’ll be okay with knowing that I tried. You don’t have to say anything if you don’t love me that way.

But if you do maybe like me… Fucking tell me! Please.

Love ya,

Rog.

You blinked, still trying to process. You could feel how much emotion Roger had poured into the letter, and that was a lot for him. You were left breathless, and just sat there in silence with the rain pouring down outside. Roger loved you…
He really did.

Roger, the boy who made your nineteenth birthday by throwing you a surprise party. Roger, the boy who you had gone out as friends with so many times, hoping it end up to be a date. Roger, the boy who promised he’d always be there for you and protect you. Roger, the boy who you had fallen in love with over the years. He loved you back…

You could barely think, but you knew all you wanted to do was see him. And that’s how you ended up shoving anything and everything in a suitcase. You speeded out of the building and into the pouring rain. Somehow, you were able to buy a ticket for the next flight to Los Angeles. It was a crappy aisle seat, though.

The flight there was short in comparison to others, but for you, it was the longest flight in the world. It didn’t help that the kid behind you kept kicking, and the gross man next to you was snoring. But you couldn’t complain, because you were finally going to see Roger.

Once you landed in LA, you were astonished by how warm and sunny it was at this time of year. The roads were packed and the hustle was nonstop. There weren’t any hotel rooms available last minute, so you unfortunately had to settle for a dingy motel room that smelled like mold and burnt popcorn. But again, you couldn’t complain because you were finally going to see Roger.

You remembered during the phone call he said he was staying at the Blue Moon Hotel for the weekend, because you liked the name and it did sound really fancy…

You took a cab and twenty minutes later, you were there. Roger was right, it was crazy fancy. There was a long, soft, shaggy carpet that stood out against the pristine marble floor, and the couches in the lobby looked incredibly soft… Your admiration of the hotel’s lobby was cut short by someone calling your name.

You swiftly turned on your heel to find Brian all alone, smiling at you. “Hey Y/N, how’ve you been?” He brought you in for a hug. Brian was always so nice to you, so were Freddie and Deaky. “We’ve missed you!”

You beamed at him. “I’ve missed you guys a lot, too. Sorry I’ve not been around as much.”

“Don’t worry about it, I know it’s not your fault. Anyway what are you doing here?” Brian said.

“Well I came to look for Rog, I’ve got to tell him something.”

“That’s a long way to come for Roger, but I’m glad you’re here. He’s in room 2187 on floor 4.”

“Thanks a lot Brian.” You said, pulling him into another quick hug. “I’ll see you later.” He smiled at you.

You sped walk to the elevator instead of running so you didn’t stand out as much. The elevator ride seemed to take forever, and you regretted not taking the stairs. You heard a ding and once again sped walked out.

The hotel hallway was bright and clean, and you hated how nice it was here. The numbers drew closer to Roger’s room, and you were currently at 2179. Then 2185… And then you froze.

You stood for a moment, only holding the letter he had written a few months ago. Nerves began to bubble up and you were terrified. But nonetheless you softly knocked at the door. You could feel your heart practically beating out of your chest. You could hear footsteps from behind the door, and then you heard it unlock. The door swung open, and you couldn’t help but grin.

Your smile faded quickly when you weren’t met with the face that made you come all this way. It was a brunette, and she was wearing nothing but a button up shirt. “Are you here for room service or…” She began. The girl must’ve understood by the confused look on your face that you weren’t. “Are you lost? I don’t know what you’re here for.” She said in almost a rude tone.

“Who is it Connie?” You heard his voice. Your face burned and you felt like crying right then and there. However, you wouldn’t allow yourself to do so.

“I— Nevermind.” You said, and with that you turned around. You clutched the bag that hung across your body as some sort of security. Your hands were empty now, and you realized you dropped the letter at the doorway, but it didn’t matter now, did it?

“It was just some girl…” You heard the brunette say far behind you.

You were close to the elevator now, and far away from Roger. This dream turned into a nightmare and all you wanted was to go home.

Roger, back in his room, walked over to the where Connie was standing. “Who was it?”

“I think she was lost, but whatever. God, why is room service taking so damn long?” She rolled her eyes, heading back towards the bed. Roger stepped out in the hallway, looked left and right before hearing a crunch under his foot. He studied it before picking it up… It was really crumpled at this point, but he was able to make out “Love ya, Roger.” And he instantly knew it was the letter he had written you.

“Shit” he mumbled to himself. He tried to chase after you down the hallway, and ran as fast as he could.

You pressed the lit up button in the elevator and then you saw him standing there, at the end of the hallway. His blonde hair was a mess and he wasn’t wearing a shirt, just sweats. It was the first time you’d laid eyes on him in months… You locked eyes with him, and then shook your head. “Y/N, wait I can explain!” Roger began to run toward the elevator, but then the doors in front of you closed.

Finally alone, you started let the tears roll down your face, and sobs escape. You felt foolish to think it’d work out, or that he’d even wait for you. Of course you didn’t mean that much to him, how stupid could you be… The elevator doors opened, and you wiped your eyes as you entered the hotel lobby.

You started to head for the door when you heard, “Y/N wait!” You froze instantly recognizing the voice, and didn’t turn around.

“Please go back Rog, I shouldn’t have come.” You sighed out. “Connie—Is that her name—I’m sure she’s waiting for you.” You said, almost in a whisper, your voice quivering. You squeezed your eyes shut.

Although you didn’t mean it in a rude way, your last words were a slap in the face to Roger. He was left speechless, and couldn’t find the words to say, even though he wanted to say so much… He noticed the pain and the sadness in your voice, and he didn’t mean for any of this to happen. Roger just thought you ignored his letter.

You looked back at him over your shoulder, a sad smile on your face. “Goodbye Rog.” You walked out of the hotel, leaving the man who you once believed was the love of your life, behind.

A Night to Remember – Ben Hardy! Roger Taylor

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Summary: Based off of a Star is Born, Roger is captivated when he first lays eyes on Y/N, performing on the stage at open mic night. He takes a chance and asks out, and they end up spending the rest of the night together.

Word Count: 3278

Warnings: Just a little swearing

A/N: Sorry for the repost, tumblr is shit and it didn’t show up under the tags. This is only my second fic, and I didn’t proofread. It’s not exactly like A Star is Born but heavily inspired by it. Idk how I feel about it to be honest, I said smile/laugh sooo much. I tried to not make it super cliche, but I still hope you really like this! I still didn’t proofread so excuse any errors please!

He was exhausted of the flashy parties with girls crowding around him, each out-flirting the last. Roger couldn’t complain—he loved the parties and the endless line of girls, but he was just simply tired of loud and crazy parties. He only wanted a break for one night.

So while his band-mates went off to another party after their concert in Seattle, Roger decided to just go to a mellow, and quiet bar. Walking around the dim streets, he’d only find bars full of annoying college kids or full of people drowning their sorrows. He was about to head back to the hotel until he was drawn to a specific bar. A blue neon sign so bright that it hurt to look at, read “Blue Moon Bar,” and had flashes of stars around it. It was beyond freezing at this point, and nearly pouring rain, so Roger decided it’d be best to at least try this bar out. At least it had an intriguing name…

When he stepped in, it was dead silent, and everyone’s eyes were drawn to an older women singing on the stage. Great, he thought, It’s open mic night… Roger figured he could at least order a beer or two, maybe it’d actually be fun to see people fail at sing.

After a few good singers and definitely a lot of bad ones, there was only one singer left. The host, a young girl who herself sang terribly earlier, stepped on the stage to announce the last song. “And now, everyone’s favorite, our very own Y/N!” Roger almost laughed to himself thinking about how awful the other singers were… How good could this Y/N really be?

A girl with shining, curled, y/h/c hair stepped on the stage, standing out even though the lights were dim. She was wearing a slim fit, black dress, with white gloves that went above her elbows. Roger couldn’t lie, he was struck by her appearance… Nonetheless, he still believed her singing was going to be absolute shit.

“Well hello again Blue Moon Bar, I’m so glad to be here again.” Y/N smiled into the mic, her eyes full of excitement. “So I’ve sang this song before, but it was a long time ago. Now, I’m taking you back, but adding something new… I’ll be seeing this song in French!”

Roger took another sip of his beer and nearly rolled his eyes at this annoyingly cheery Y/N. The lights dimmed, and the music began playing. “Des yeux qui font baisser les miens…” She sang, her eyes closed, and intently focusing on the music. “Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche” Her voice was amazing and angelic, and Roger’s jaw nearly hit the floor. He was awestruck…

She walked across the stage gracefully, continuing to sing smoothly. The crowd would cheer every time she’d wink or a blow a kiss. She’d often smile and nearly laugh, but still managed to sing perfectly. Roger smiled to himself, admiring the way she confidently carried herself on stage. She knew she was good. He turned around to face the bartender as she was still singing.

“So… Tell me more about this Y/N…” Roger said, sneaking in a glance at you.

The bartender glanced up from pouring glasses at Roger. “Well, as you can see she’s amazing at singing… Her name is Y/N Y/L/N. She always finishes up the night, we can never get enough of her.”

“Has she ever thought of pursuing a career in singing? Has she tried?”

“Not that I know of, we’ve all tried to get her too. She’s just scared I think, but we all know she’d go places. Instead, she just works at some restaurant across the street.”

Roger turned back around to look at you, and realized you had finished the song. “Thanks for coming everyone, I’ll see you next week.” You said with a small wave.

You smiled to yourself as you felt you had the best performance yet. You were honestly really worried about how you’d do with the French version of La Vie En Rose, with only taking three years of it in high school. You walked into the makeshift backstage area and all the other weekly singers ran up to hug you.

“Y/N, you did so good, I’m so proud!” Said Lizzie, the host of the open mic night. She sang earlier too. “It was all so perfect and angelic… The outfit, the song, your voice…”

You laughed. “Thanks Lizzie, but we both know it was just a good performance. I have room for improvement.” Lizzie rolled her eyes.

You changed out of your dress into something more comfortable, just jeans and a floral shirt, with white tennis shoes. “Honestly Liz, the cold weather is killing me, I can hardly—“ You were interrupted by a tap on your shoulder. You turned around to be met with the face of a blonde man you vaguely recognized. It wasn’t a bad face though, you thought to yourself, His face was actually pretty nice…

Before you could say anything he introduced himself. “Hey. I’m Roger.” He said, giving you a charming smile.

“Oh um I’m Y/N!” You said, with a hint of awkwardness. “I don’t mean to be rude, but should you really be back here? It’s just—“

“No worries, I asked someone if I could come back here. I wanted to know if you’d like to get out of here with me.” You were a little concerned about this Roger guy. You knew his face from somewhere… And he was just so forward…

“Well I have to work tomorrow and it’s already late—“ You began, but were cut off by a scoff from Lizzie.

“She’d love to go! Between you and me, she really need unwind.”

“Holy shit Lizzie you—“ You whispered to her, only to be cut off again, but this time by Roger.

“Great! We can leave whenever you’re ready.” He said, and then abruptly left the room.

“Liz what hell! You can’t just force me on dates with random guys!”

“God Y/N, sometimes you’re so thick… Do you know who he is?” She rolled her eyes.

“Yeah, he just introduced himself as Roger!”

“As in Roger Taylor, the drummer of Queen?”

You paused for a moment, thinking about it. You listened to Queen quite often, how did you not realize he was the drummer? You sighed to yourself, and pinched the bridge of your nose in frustration.

“Well what the fuck am I supposed to do now Liz? He’s part of an internationally known band, probably has dated so many girls better than me, and I’m just—“

She put a hand on you reassuringly, “Y/N, you’re gonna be fine.”

You took a deep breath and grabbed your jacket. “You’re right, I just need to get through the night and not embarrass myself.”

You somewhat confidently walked out of the room, and entered the now almost empty bar. There were two girls at a table loudly laughing, the bartender, Drew, and then him. You weren’t as nervous before, but he sat there chatting up the bartender with a charming smile. You hated to admit how good he looked. You approached them with a nervous smile on your face, and gave them a little wave. “Hi Roger, so where are we gonna go then?”

Roger turned around to face you, and gave you a smile, “I don’t know it’s up to you really.” He said, not breaking eye contact with you, “But I was thinking we could go to another bar that’s open or back to the party and you can meet the rest of the band.”

You thought for a moment but decided you didn’t want to be partying right now. You were never a party person, always more reserved and avoided large crowds… “Not that that doesn’t sound fun… But I was thinking we could just go to Tiffany’s Diner down the road and get some milkshakes? They really do have the best milkshakes in the state of Washington, if not the west coast…”

“Best milkshakes in the state you say? Sounds tempting…” He thought, as you looked at him expectedly. “Alright, but I’m going to hold your words against you if you’re wrong…”

You grinned, and grabbed his hand, guiding him out of the bar.

The diner was practically empty, except for a trucker and two teenagers. It’s neon lights lit up the room, and the odd smell of grease filled the diner. You sat across from Roger in a booth, and talked as you waited for your milkshakes and fries. “So,” you said leaning closer on the table, “what do you think of Seattle so far?” You asked.

“It’s very umm…” He furrowed his brows, unsure of how to answer the question. “Wet.”

You laughed and shook your head. “That’s one way to describe it. I love it here though, I’ve grown up here and I don’t see myself ever leaving.” You said with a gentle smile on your face.

“What do you do for work?”

“Well… Right now I’m just a waitress at this high end restaurant… It’s no life-long career, but it pays the bills and the tips are big, so I really can’t complain.” You fiddled with the zipper of your bag. “A little birdie told me you’re a drummer in a world famous band then?”

“Yeah I am, have you heard our songs?”

“A few. They’re okay… Room for improvement.” You said jokingly with a grin on your face.

“Hey wipe that grin off of you face! We’re internationally known, I’ll have you know.What about you? Have you ever thought of pursuing a musical career? Your voice is bloody amazing.” Roger said looking at you.

You tucked your hair behind your ear, a nervous habit of yours. “Thanks but I don’t think I will. I’m not going to chase after a dream that will likely never come true. My mom taught be to realistic.” You were started to feel less nervous now, but it was intimidating to be alone with someone so good-looking and so famous. “You met my friend back at the bar, Lizzie, and she always tries to get me to sing at other places… But I’m happy where I’m at.”

There was silence for a second, but it was quickly interrupted by the waitress bringing your food. “Hey Y/N, another performance at the Blue Moon tonight, I assume. Replacing Liz I see, who’s this?”

“This is Roger, my new best friend, Lizzie got to be too annoying.” You chuckled.

“A strawberry milkshake, a chocolate milkshake, and fries. You kids enjoy!” She said.

“Thanks Carol!” You called after her. Roger was looking at you with a puzzling look. “What?” You frowned.

“Are you friends with just about everyone then?”

You laughed, shaking your head. “Just with the people around here, I suppose.”

“I’m not sure if I believe that.” He looked at the chocolate milkshake in front of him. “Now, we’re going to see if you’re a liar or not. The best milkshakes, huh?” Roger studied it for a moment before taking a sip. He shook his head not saying anything.

“Well? What’s the verdict?”

Roger grinned. “That’s a pretty damn good milkshake, Y/N.”

“See I told you! The strawberry is even better!” You said taking a sip of your own. “Try it!” You said pushing your own milkshake towards him.

After trying your strawberry milkshake he exclaimed, “Why didn’t you tell me before we ordered to get strawberry?”

“Your first experience with the best milkshakes needs to be decided by you!” You beamed, and he rolled his eyes.“You know, some people like to dip their fries in the their milkshake. Liz does that, it’s disgusting.” You said, nearly laughing remembering the time with Lizzie.

“That sounds… Aggressively American…” Roger said, a shocked yet disgusted look upon his face.

You and Roger drank your milkshakes and ate the fries (not at the same time, of course), while chatting and laughing at the same time. You don’t know why he made you laugh so much and how he made you comfortable in such little time. It was weird to think how famous he was, yet here he was, enjoying a milkshake with you in a small diner. Against your wishes, he paid for your little meal and left a hefty tip for the waitress, Carol.

You looked at the clock above the diner counter. “Holy crap, it’s 1 AM. I really should be getting home, I have work at 8 AM…” You sighed, putting your face in your hands.

Roger took your hands in his. “You should come with me to my next show, it’ll be great! I could even ask Freddie if you could sing a song!” He looked at you with an excited look on his face.

“Rog, that’s sweet but I could never. Performing in a bar full of people you know is one thing, but in front of thousands I don’t know? That’s crazy. The open mic nights are just a bit of fun, that’s all… I’ll have to see you perform some other night, but right now I’m up for a promotion at work and I really can’t miss my shift.”

“I get it…” Roger said, leaning on his arm. “How far do you live from here?”

You frowned at the odd question, but answered nonetheless. “About two miles, why?”

He stood up from the table, and stretched his hand out to you. “Cause I’m going to walk you home, that’s why. Lead the way, love.”

“Roger it’s pouring you can’t honestly think we’re going to-”

“Come on, then I still have an excuse to be around you.” You blushed a bit, grinning as you took his hand and stood up.

The rain had let up, but you figured you still be drenched by the time you made it home. As you walked outside, you could see the moon slightly peeking out behind the storm clouds. You walked down the damp streets of Seattle, arm in arm. It was cold enough to see your breaths when you spoke, but that just gave you more of a reason to stay close to Roger.

Right now, Roger was telling you about how crazy tour could get, all the parties, all the fans, and all the shows… It was really intimidating, and talking about the topic made you nervous… When Roger looked down at you, he saw the look on your face, and that said it all. He could tell you were kind of freaking out.

“What’re you thinking about right now?” He smiled at you as you walked. “You kind of have a funny look on your face…”

You took a deep breath in… “I just… I don’t know… Why me? I’m just some girl from Seattle nothing special or different-”

“I knew you were special from the moment I saw you on stage in that black dress. The way you carried yourself on stage… The way you interact with people and have all these friends… I’ve shamefully met a lot of girls on this tour, and none of them have been like you.”

You bursted out laughing, despite your attempts to keep it in. “What’s so funny?”

“I’m sorry everything you said is super sweet, and I appreciate it, I really do, but it’s just so sappy and cheesy.” You giggled.

“Hey! Don’t make fun of me, I meant what I said!” Roger said, slightly laughing himself. “Okay… Yeah… It was a little cheesy.”

“Rog…” You stopped walking. “You aren’t gonna just forget me like all of those other girls right?”

“Of course not, I never intended to.” He frowned.

You tried to hide your smile but you couldn’t. After one night, you sort of fell for this stupid boy with messy blonde hair. It was hard not to. You continued your walk, telling him the story of Lizzie shamelessly mentioning to everyone how well you could sing. You told him a lot of stories, too, and in turn Roger told a few tour stories and about his band.

“They really seem like fun, and they all sound lovely. I’d love to meet them sometime.” You said, beaming up at him.

Roger shook his head. “‘Lovely’ isn’t exactly how I’d describe them but… I’m sure they’d love to meet you, too.”

You stopped in front of your apartment building, both of you drenched, the hair sticking to both of your faces. “This is me, right here.” You gestured toward the building.

“I’ll be sure to take note of your address, send you some letters.”

“That’s sweet and all but wouldn’t it be easier if I just gave you my number?” You questioned, and he just nodded. You took a pen out and wrote your phone number down. “Be sure not to wash that off.”

You stood in front of your apartment building’s door. “I have to admit, I didn’t think I’d enjoy this night as much as I did. Thank you, Rog.”

“The pleasure was all mine.” He gave you a small wave.

The rain was starting to fall harder, and the street was dark except for a dim light. You waved, and took one last look at him before you pushed the door open and walked inside. You tried to shake the water out, and realized how could you were now. You were almost at the stairs when you heard a knock on the door, and you turned around to see Roger.

“Now what is it?” You said playfully, as you opened the door and stepped out in the rain to meet him.

“You forgot something” Roger said leaning close to you. He was a lot closer to you now, you could feel your heart beating in your chest, and your face burned. Luckily for you, your blushing was hidden by the darkness of the night.

You frowned trying to think what you forgot. “No, I don’t think so I got my purse right h-”

He interrupted you by grabbing your face, and resting your forehead against his. He kissed you softly, and the world fell away. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words never would be. His hand rested below your ear, his thumb caressing her cheek as their breaths mingled. You wrapped your arms around his neck, and he pulled you closer until there was no space left between them. You could feel the beating of his heart against your own chest.

You both slowly pulled away, both resting your forehead against one another’s. “Be sure to call me, okay?” You whispered, and he nodded. You gently kissed his cheek once more before breaking apart, still holding his hand as you walked toward the door. When you got far enough, your hands also broke apart, and he allowed it to fall to his side. You opened the door and finally went up to your apartment.

The clock on your nightstand read 2:38 AM, and you shook your head over how much time Roger had taken up. You had to wake up in five hours, but you were pretty sure you’d have trouble falling asleep. As you now laid in your bed, thinking about the night you met and spent with Roger, recounting every conversation, every smile, and every laugh… You knew that this was a night to remember forever.

Love Ya Part 2 – Ben Hardy! Roger Taylor

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Summary: After what happened with Roger in Los Angeles, the Y/N quickly goes back to Seattle, and isn’t sure where to go from there. Meanwhile, Roger has problems with another girl, who threatens to get in the way of Y/N and Roger finally getting together.

Word Count: 2911

Warnings: Swearing, the usual

A/N: This has been asked for so much, and I really hope you all like this!! All the messages I got were super sweet so thank you! I didn’t proofread so excuse any mistakes please! Don’t forget to leave feedback in my inbox or by messaging me, anything helps!! Also my requests are always open! 🙂 Enjoy! Also it kind of switches between POV’s but you’ll see

Part 1 

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The patter of the rain against your windows was loud, and was occasionally accompanied by a flash of lightning and a boom of thunder. The clock next to your bed read 11:02 AM.

It had been only two days since you returned home from Los Angeles, and since that return you’ve only moped around your apartment. It made your heart feel heavy whenever you thought about what happened with Roger. Despite the painful emotions that came with the memories of Los Angeles and the letter, they were all you could think about. You kept replaying it in your head, contemplating whether or not you should’ve run. After all, he chased after you and maybe would’ve said he loved you still, or maybe he would’ve said he didn’t care anymore. You felt guilt over the way you reacted and just left him standing there in that hotel lobby. Roger wanted to tell you something, but you freaked out and ran off.

You no longer had the letter with you, but you would recite bits and pieces to yourself. You just sat in bed all day in a depressive state. You looked around your messy bedroom and knew that it wasn’t healthy to be stuck like this. It was healthy to keep thinking about Roger, who didn’t love you like you loved him.

You got up out of your bed and put your messy hair into a somewhat neat bun. You were still in your pajamas, and you couldn’t imagine how awful you looked in the moment. You knew you had to move on, and you only knew one way how to.

The desk light shone brightly on the blank sheet of paper that now sat in front of you. You tapped the pen on the desk as you thought about what to write. All of the sudden you knew what to write, just as a light bulb would turn on in a cartoon. Once your pen started writing, there was no stopping it.

You smiled to yourself as you reread it to yourself, knowing that every word you wrote was true. You carefully placed it in an envelope, and wrote his address on it. You knew he wouldn’t be home for another week or so, but you felt you could wait another week after waiting for years to tell him.

Once you dropped the letter off at the post office, you felt like you get on with your life until he responded (If he responded, that is).

Sure enough, a week later, Roger walked up to his own door, and struggled with his keys to open his apartment, his hands full with his luggage. Connie, the girl from the hotel, trailed behind him. He didn’t know why he kept her around, honestly. Roger didn’t like her, she was too boring and quite a klutz. He barely wanted to bring her too his house, but she just kept pestering.

He couldn’t stop thinking about you and the last time he saw you, no matter how much he tried. Six months ago, he made sure to push every thought of you out of his head, because it was like salt in the wound every time he was reminded of you. Roger believed you rejected him altogether when he didn’t get a response to his letter.

With an aggressive tug at the door knob, it finally swung open, and he dropped all of his stuff on the ground. “Finally…” he murmured out. His eyes immediately landed on a framed photo you and him at one of his first gigs with Smile. That picture felt worlds ago…

“So this is your place then?” Connie said with a smirk on her face. “It’s nice I like it…”

“Yeah well don’t get too comfortable.” Roger scoffed. “You’re not staying here that long.”

The brunette rolled her eyes, “Come on don’t be such a dick. Why don’t you show me your bed.”

Roger pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration. “Oh my god Connie, not now…” He sighed looking up to face her. “Can you get the mail or the other bags from downstairs or something, I need a moment.” He nearly yelled, annoyed with the girl.

“Whatever.” She huffed out, clearly annoyed with him, too.

Roger sat down on the couch, and was once again faced with the picture of you two. “Damn it.” He whispered, feeling the emotions of losing you all over again. He turned the picture away from him, and thought in the silence that filled his house.

In Roger’s pocket, the crumpled up letter gave you sat. He didn’t know what to with it now, and it was quite embarrassing to reread it. For the life of him, he couldn’t figure out why you’d come with an answer now…

Roger sat down on his couch and leaned his head back, and took a deep breath. Where did we go wrong? That single thought repeats itself over and over again in his mind. The pain, the feeling in his chest and stomach made him second guess sending the letter all those months ago. There was no going back. No do overs. And because of the timing, he had likely lost you forever. His fingers trembled around the cigarette as he began to light it. The smell and taste were just as bitter as he was.

Connie came back in a split second with the mail, a smile on her face. He could tell she was using him, but at this point he didn’t care, he just needed a distraction. “Did anything important come in the mail?” He said to her.

Connie swiftly looked through the many envelopes, and her eyes were narrowed when she laid eyes on one addressed to Roger from a Y/N Y/L/N. She remember that name, and she hated it. He’d talk about her every once in awhile, and even mumble her in name in his sleep. Connie felt jealous rise up, and she rolled her eyes at the thought of that girl. She was threatening everything Connie had done to get this close to Roger…

She took one glance at Roger, to see if he was paying attention to her, and then when he wasn’t, Connie discreetly shoved the letter in her purse. She sat down next to Roger on the couch and handed him the letters. “Mostly bills and everything, maybe a few letters from your friends.”

He skimmed the letters and then threw them on the coffee table after he felt there was nothing important. “We’re going out tonight, are you in?” He said, without even looking at her.

The brunette smiled and cuddled up against him. “Of course, I’m always in.”

Later that night, Roger was waiting for Connie to finish. He was honestly tired of this girl, but kept her around for company because the worst thing in the world is being lonely. She was still putting on her makeup, and he stood by the door, impatient. “Can you hurry up already? The damn thing will be almost over by the time you’re ready.” He yelled across the house.

“I can’t find my lipstick,” her voice rang from far away, “Can you check if it’s my purse?”

Roger rolled his eyes, but did so anyway. Nothing was in her purse except some money, her lipstick, and a piece of paper. As he pulled out the piece of paper to investigate, he frowned. He turned it over. His eyes widened as he read your name. Roger was confused at first, and then infuriated.

“Did you find it-” Connie said walking up, stopping once she saw the letter in his hand. “Oh.” Was all she said.

“What the fuck is this?” He held it up to her, not looking in her direction.

“I was going to give it to you, but I knew you were going to leave once-”

“What Y/N writes to me doesn’t concern you.” Roger said, his voice shaking with anger. He was gritting his teeth now, and he wanted to scream.

“Look I’m sorry but that Y/N bitch-”

“Don’t you ever call her that!” He seethed, snapping his head toward her. “Don’t even say her name. Get out of my house.”

Connie whined, “Roger, baby, please let me explain.”

“I said get the fuck out now!” Roger yelled at her, pointing aggressively to the door.

“Whatever, let me grab my things…” She mumbled, to the point of tears.

He walked closer to her, “No, I said get out!” Connie was clearly terrified, and headed toward the door with a quick shuffle.

Roger angrily swung the door open to his bedroom, grabbing her bags and heading towards the window. He slid it open and chucked her belongings out the window into the snow below. He picked up the picture frame on the end table and threw it at the door as hard as he could. He should’ve never been with Connie in the first place, the way you looked at him in that lobby was like a knife in the chest. He should’ve left Connie right then and there. Roger began to walk to the kitchen when he saw the picture of you and him on the floor, covered in shards of glass. He gently picked up, and smiled at it.

Roger looked at the crumpled envelope that he smashed when he was yelling at Connie, and his anger slowly melted away. It was written in red ink in your recognizable handwriting; another one of the things you did that he loved. His hands were shaking as he tore it open, and began reading.

Dear Roger,

I’m sorry to have gotten back to you about your letter so late. You must understand it wasn’t my intention to ignore you, but that it just happened. Your letter was stuck inside of an old magazine, and I hadn’t known it was there until the day I last saw you. But now, I’m writing my own letter, and I only hope that you receive this faster than I received yours.

You may be right. I do deserve someone who loves me with his entire heart, and thinks about me every second of the day. Someone who is constantly just wondering where I am, what I’m doing, who I’m with, and if I’m okay. I should be with someone who loves all of me, especially my flaws. But so you do, Rog. You deserve that someone too.

You deserve a girl who always is thinking about you, if even it hurts. Someone who counts down the seconds until they see you again. Someone who loves your stupid flaws, like the way you throw things when you get mad or how jealous you get. Someone who loves your dorky quirks and understands you. I don’t know if I’m that someone, honestly, that’s for you to decide. As for me, you will always be my someone.

When I got your letter I ran to you, but you didn’t even answer the door. I don’t want a repeat of that. It hurt so fucking much to know that I embarrassed myself and that you probably don’t even care anymore. I don’t want a repeat of that.

That’s why I’m writing my own letter, to avoid the heartbreak. If you want to be with that Connie girl, that’s okay. I’d understand I was too late. It’d hurt like hell, but I would understand.

I’m sorry I was afraid to tell you I loved you in the first place. But I have loved you since college and I will likely still love you, even if you break my heart.

This is our opportunity. Let’s stop being afraid and take the chance. Please don’t lose this letter like I did, and take care, Roger.

Love Ya,

Y/N

Roger couldn’t help but smile at the way you copied his “Love Ya.” He didn’t realize it, but he was nearly crying, and he wasn’t a super emotional person in the first place. He put the letter down and stood in the silence of his own home.

Back in Seattle, you sat behind the counter at the hotel you managed. It was dry, cold day that still had dark clouds looming above. It had been a particularly slow day, with only a few people checking in. You had just checked in someone wearing a Queen shirt, bringing your thoughts to Roger and the whole letter ordeal. Almost lost in thought, you realized your shift was over and you should get home. You grabbed your brightly-colored umbrella and exited the building, with the blonde drummer still occupying your thoughts. You still felt hopelessly in love with him, and upon that realization, you let out a heavy sigh, your breath appearing in front of you.

As a drop of crystal-clear water appeared on your face, you smiled to yourself. The rain was something that stopped your thoughts from buzzing, calmed you, but at the same time excited you. The waves of the salty liquid washed the pavement creating a melancholic song. Waiting for the rain to wash all of the misery away, you stood there, your gaze burning into the horizon, staring at the beauty of the upcoming storm and the crying clouds. You took in a breath of the fresh, crisp winter air, and found yourself calmer. You quickly got in your little red car to avoid getting anymore soaked.

Once you got home, you made yourself some tea, put on your favorite vinyl, and enjoyed watching the rain fall on the city below. You felt peaceful and happy for the first time since Los Angeles, and with that thought you smiled to yourself.

A soft knock on the door brought out of your thoughts. “Just a second!” You called out to the person, putting the cup of tea down on your coffee table, and standing up from your comfortable spot on the couch.You opened the door without looking up. “Sorry I look like such a mess it’s just-” You stopped when you were finally met with those beautiful blue eyes that you fell in love with all those years.

Roger was soaking wet, slightly shivering, and his hair a mess. “Why…” You cleared your throat, trying to stop the tears that were threatening to spill. “What’re you doing here.”

Without saying a word, he reached into the pocket of his coat, and pulled out the opened envelope addressed to him. Your eyes fell to what he was holding, and your mouth fell open. “I’m sorry.” was all you said, it came out as whisper.

He laughed slightly. “What are you sorry about? I’m the one who had some random girl answer the door.” Roger saw your eyes start to get misty. He titled your chin up with his hand. “Hey, don’t be sorry.” He pulled you in for a hug, and you closed your eyes shut, and just took in the moment.

You open your eyes and frowned. “Roger, you’re soaking wet.” You recoiled. “How long were you out there?”

He shrugged. “About a half hour… I didn’t know what to say when I saw you.”

“Roger! You could’ve caught a cold! Look at you your freezing!” You exclaimed. Roger only chuckled at your reaction.

“I love you.” He blurted out, smiling at you. You just stared up at him, not sure what to say. Roger had written it on paper before, but now here he was, actually saying it to you. Slowly, he presses his lips to yours. It’s soft and gentle, and maybe there’s no fireworks or sparks, but it’s better than that – it’s a wave of warmth that fills you up, spilling out from your heart and the warmth of Roger’s lips on yours and rushing to every corner of your body: the cracks in between your toes, the crooks of his elbows, the tips of his ears. Every inch of your body is saturated with love.

You pulled away with a smile, and grabbed his hands. “I love you, too, Rog, but you’re shivering please let me make you some tea. Come inside and you can tell me all about your tour.” You said, still beaming.

Roger rolled his eyes playfully, “Well how can I say no now?”

You walked more into your apartment, and made him a cup of hot chocolate while he sat at your counter. He was telling you all about the shows and the crazy crowds of fans; both which he adored. You turned around and gave him a good look, admiring how happy you were that everything worked out in the end. “Rog,” you interrupted his story.

“Yeah?” Roger looked up at you with a cute smile on his face, and you almost melted right then and there.

“I really missed you…” You said, and couldn’t help but grin.

He walked over to you, wrapped his arms around you and murmured, “I really missed you, too.” You gave him a quick peck on the cheek, and you couldn’t ask for more. Here Roger Taylor was, the boy you deserved, with Y/N Y/L/N, the girl he deserved.

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NSFW Alphabet ··· Ben Hardy as Roger Taylor

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Finally is here! 😀

Thank you so much @singlemothersteveharrington​ and @rip-redbeard​ for the help 💖💖💖💖💖💖

And thanks to everyone who offered to help me. I really appreciate it.

ENJOY!

Warning: NSFW.

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A = Aftercare
(What they’re like after sex)

  • It depends if he’s drunk or
    not.
  • If he’s drunk, he will immediately wrap around you
    and fall asleep.
  • If not he’ll smoke a
    cigarette, resting one arm behind his head.
  • After exhaling the smoke he
    gives you a playful smirk.
  • “Do I have something on my face?”
    He’d ask.
  • You giggle and get closer
    to him, resting your head on his chest.
  • He’s
    usually a bit closed off and reseved when it comes to his emotions, but when
    he’s alone with you, laying on the bed, blissed out with cigarrette smoke
    wafting above your heads, he’ll talk to you about anything and everything. 
  • His
    voise is always soft and raspy during these moments, and sometimes he’ll shift
    his body so that he’s murmmuring into your hair, smiling against your ear when
    the sensation makes you giggle.
  • Then
    he caresses your hair until you fall asleep. 

B = Body Part (Their favorite body part of their partners)

  • Roger loves your ass. 
  • He likes to subtely tuck his hand into
    the back pocket of your jeans
  • When you nap together he always pulls
    you on top of him so that he can feel you pressed against him, resting one hand
    on your back underneath your shirt and the other on the curve of your ass. 
  • He’s always playfully
    spanking you.
  • Especially before starting
    to record or before a concert.
  • “Roger! Stop it!”
  • “It’s for good
    luck, petal.”
  • “Do you want to spank my
    ass for good luck?” Freddie ask.
  • “Fuck off, Freddie!” Roger yells, giving
    him a swift kick in the ass. 

C = Cum
(Anything to do with cum basically)

  • Well, well, well, our Roger
    loves to cum all over your ass.
  • He loves the contrast with
    your skin.
  • But he also loves to cum in
    your mouth and breasts.
  • Especially when you’re on your knees
    before a concert.  
  • You would lower your blouse
    enough to show your breasts and open your mouth waiting for him to give you
    what you want.
  • “Fuck (Y/N).” 

D = Dirty Secret

  • He wants to fuck you over
    his drums. 
  • Or at least use his
    drumsticks to make you cum. 

E =
Experience (How experienced are they?)

  • Let’s be real… Roger is a
    womanizer, so he has a lot of experience.
  • He has slept with enough fans
    to know exactly what he does. 

F =
Favourite Position

  • Well if Roger loves your
    ass, he loves fucking you from behind.
  • Holding your ass up for
    him, leaving some bruises
    on your waist.
  • “Ah! Right there, Rog!”
  • “You like that, petal?” He
    asks and then spanks you hard,
    making you scream.
  • But he also likes having
    you on top.
  • He moves his hands from
    your back to your breasts, pinching your nipples and making you moan.
  • Then his hands move to your
    ass, squeezing it.
  • “Ride me, baby.”
  • And when you start bouncing
    up and down, he adjusts his arms behind his head, enjoying the view with a
    smirk on his face. 

G = Goofy
(Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc.)

  • Roger can be making jokes
    at the beginning, only to relax you.
  • But when he starts to fuck you,
    he leaves the jokes aside and start with the dirty talk. 

H = Hair
(How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.
)

  • I think he shaves but not
    all of it.
  • Only a little to make it
    look more aesthetic (?) 
  • He doesn’t want a jungle down there. 

I =
Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

  • He can be romantic if he
    wants.
  • Maybe not the type of guy
    who will lay you on a bed of roses.
  • But he has his own way of showing his love.
  • For example… Kissing you
    like his life depends on it. 
  • He can kiss every part of
    your body, leaving bruises, whispering compliments to you. 
  • Also he holds you close to
    him, feeling each other’s heartbeating and heavy
    breaths.  

J = Jack
Off (Masturbation headcanon)

  • Oohla la.
  • Mr. Taylor absolutely does it.
  • Mostly when you can’t go
    with the band for the tours. 
  • He needs a way to relieve his stress
    after a concert.
  • Even though he can have any girl he wants, he prefers
    to drink and smoke, waiting impacientely to
    go back to the hotel.
  • Once he’s there, he’ll jerk off until he cums all
    over his abs. 

K = Kink
(One or more of their kinks)

  • Spanking you all the time.
  • And, of course, dirty
    whispers in your ear. It
    doesn’t matter if you two are alone or not.
  • “I want to fuck you right
    here on this couch.”
  • “We can hear you, Roger.”
    Brian says, without removing his attention from his guitar. 
  • “Come on guys, are we
    here to make music or have a fuckin’ orgy? That’s disgusting.” John says, lifting up his arms.
  • “I vote for the orgy.”
    Freddie announces, lifting his cigarrette above
    his head as he enters
    the studio.  

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

  • ALL THE PLACES ARE GOOD FOR
    SEX.
  • Your bedroom. 
  • The studio. 
  • The bathroom (Shower sex
    is a must)
  • The tour bus.
  • In the back of taxis and limos.
  • His car. 
  • Freddie’s
    bedroom.
  • In the dressing room before shows.

M =
Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

  • Seeing you in his clothes.
  • And much more because he
    knows that you are only wearing your panties under his shirt.
  • During sex… He loves the
    way you bite your lip to hold in
    your moans, so he increases his pace to make you scream.
  • And of course when you say
    his name. 
  • “Rog please… Don’t stop.
    Roger!” 

N = NO
(Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

  • Anything that includes him
    hurting you.
  • He can be a little rough
    sometimes, but he’s always careful not to go
    too far.
  • He’s not a fan of exbozitionism. He’ll
    have some fun stealing a quickie here and there, but when it comes to actually
    being in the company of others, he almost
    never goes further than a swift kiss or a pinch on the bum. 
  • There are some sides of you that  he doesnt want anyone but him to get to see.  

O = Oral
(Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

  • He likes giving. Likes the way you squirm
    under him and hold his hair. 
  • “You taste so sweet,
    baby.” He smirks at you,
    licking his lips.
  • BUT… He loves receiving even more. 
  • Roger holds your hair in a
    ponytail to see your red cheeks while you suck him off.
  • “Good girl.” He
    says, caressing your cheek.
  • He grunts while you take him
    deeper in your mouth.
  • Then he holds your head in
    place while he start fucking your mouth. You close your eyes and place your
    hands in his waist.
  • “I’m close.” He
    whisper, trying to control his moans. 
  • So you move one of your
    hands to caress his balls.
  • “Shit.” With a grunt he
    cums in your mouth.
  • He lets his head fall back and when
    returns his eyes to you, he smirks when he sees you licking your lips. “That’s my girl.“ 

P = Pace
(Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

  • Roger can start s of slow and
    sensual and filling your body with wet kisses and sweet compliments.
  • Then he slowly
    increases his pace. 
  • Holding on the
    headboard with one hand and the other grasping
    the sheets.
  • Your nails mark his arms and back. 
  • “Rog… Harder.”
  • He smirks and stops for one
    moment. 
  • “Hands and knees,
    petal.” He holds
    your waist and flips you, giving your ass a spank. 
  • You shake your ass, making him
    smirk. 
  • “Naughty girl.”
    He says and enters you in one thrust. “Fuck.”

Q =
Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

  • Roger always is busy, so quickies
    are an important part of your lifes. 
  • No matter where you are.
    You can bet you’ll find him between your legs.
  • “Roger, you have to
    go.” You says, while he’s kissing your neck and holding up
    your skirt. Outside you can hear all the screams calling for Queen. “The
    concert is about to start." 
  • Before he takes it too far, he always
    presses a few urgent, sloppy kisses to the side of you neck, murmurring “Tell me you want me to stop” into the
    skin just underneath your ear.
  • You never do. 
  • "Don’t worry petal,
    i’ll be quick.” He whispers, lowering your panties.
  • Sometimes he ask you to go
    to the studio with him to practice before recording. But it always ends with you two
    fucking on the couch.
  • And of course you have been
    caught sometimes.
  • “For fuck’ sake, Roger!”
    John yells. “I eat on that couch!" 

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

  • Well I think it’s already
    clear.
  • He loves taking risks.
  • Dirty whispers, fucking
    everywhere, spanking in public. 

S =
Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last)

  • He’s not superhuman. I
    think he can go for at least 3 or 4 rounds. Especially when you two haven’t seen each other in a
    long time. 
  • And in those rounds
    he will give you all the orgasms he can before he cums.
  • For sure he goes in-between
    your legs and take his time to get you ready to fuck again. 

T=Toy (Do
they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

  • Do drumsticks
    count?
  • If so, then he’d
    love to fuck you with them. 
  • But he thinks is a dirty
    thing to ask for. So he only caresses your breasts with them.
  • One day he will. 

U =
Unfair (how much they like to tease)

  • I think he doesn’t like to
    tease.
  • He loves to see you cum for
    him, so he doesn’t deny you your release as long as you scream his name over
    and over again. 

V =
Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

  • He’s very loud when he’s drunk. Moans, grunts, bad words.
  • Normally he only grunts and
    moans when he’s close to orgasming. 
  • He loves to breathe heavily
    in your neck and tell you dirty things in your ear. 
  • "Fuck (Y/N), you’re so
    fuckin’ tight. So fuckin’ good for me, baby.” He grunts and slaps your ass.
    “Cum all over my cock, petal." 

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your
choice
)

  • You decide to
    make his dirty secret come true.
  • At first you’ll be very
    nervous, so he begins touching you with his hands, caressing your folds. 
  • "You’re so wet,
    baby.” He bites your ear. “I like it.”
  • Then you feel something hard against
    your pussy. 
  • “Roger!" 
  • "Relax, baby.” He
    says and then slowly slides the drumstick into your
    wet hole. 
  • “Roger.” You moan
    and he kisses your cheek, starting to slowly move
    the drumstick. Being careful not to hurt you.
  • You grab his
    shoulders and squirm under him. 
  • You lower your hand and
    start touching your clit, moaning loudly while he kisses your neck. 
  • “You like it?”
    You only nod with heavy breaths.
  • “Don’t stop,
    please.” He smirks and bites your neck, leaving a red mark.
  • “I don’t plan on it." 

X = X-Ray
(Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

  • He’s an average size.
  • The perfect dick to make you
    scream and beg for more. 

Y =
Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

  • Come on… It’s Roger
    Taylor, that says everything.
  • f he can… sex 24/7.
  • The smallest things will get him going from the way you sit in your chair to the way you bite your lip when they get
    dry during the winter months. 

Z = ZZZ
(how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

  • Like I said, it depends on whether or not he’s
    sober. 
  • When
    he’s drunk, he’ll want to pass out right away, but will refuse to until you
    come back to bed. 
  • If he had it his way, the two of you
    would just curl up and worry about the mess in the morning- but you usually
    pull yourself out of his embrace- with much difficulty-, and get up to change
    into clean clothes (much to his chagrin)
  • When lying down in bed and complaining
    doesn’t do the trick, he’ll drag himself to where you’re standing in the
    bathroom, and sit down to help wipe you up and dress you in one of his clean
    shirts, before scooping you up in his arms and uncerimoniously dumping you into
    the bed, and practically collapsing on top of you. 
  • When he’s sober, he always  stays awake and smokes while you fall asleep, carassing
    your hair and smileing softly as he watches the rise and fall of your chest. 

Taglist: @lemonlockers

Love Of My Life

buckyofthemyscira:

Summary: You couldn’t help but fall in love with your best friend, Roger Taylor. The only problem? He has no clue. So with the lovely assistance of Freddie and the guys, they team up together to help try to make him notice this before it’s too late. 

Word Count: 3,791.

A/N: First Roger fic! Tried my best to do our boy justice. Big thank you to @yourealegendfred for being a great help during the process of this story and beta’ing. Hope you guys enjoy! Feedback is always, always appreciated.

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Distance

ghostxmonument:

Pairing: Roger Taylor x Reader

AN: This one was a request! I hate to admit how much I love writing angst, and hopefully this lives up to the expectation. Let me know what you think!

Warning: Angst, injury, mentions of being sick

Request: I love love loovveee you’re writing I am currently obsessed with your current Roger Taylor fic oh my gosh. I was wondering if I could request a little angsty one-shot with him?? Maybe the band is on tour and the reader broke up with him but he hears that they got hurt and he flew back to see them or something idek I just love angst oof.

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Realistically, it had been a long time coming. The months apart, the constant rumors, and the hurried phone calls had become too much for you to bear. You loved him, of course you loved him. But after the recent string of events, you just couldn’t handle it anymore.

He had been on tour for about two weeks now, and in that time, he had only managed to call you a handful of times. Every time you picked up the phone, you could hear a raging party in the background, and you could always tell that he had been drinking. He was having the time of his life, he would tell you, and you would try to find it in yourself to be happy for him. He was out living his dream. However, it wasn’t fair to you to be stuck waiting for him to come back to you.

John, who called you almost every day, tried to convince you that Roger was being faithful. He swore up and down that he never once allowed a girl to go farther than hug him, but the news seemed to become more and more convincing. There wasn’t a single picture that he was in where he wasn’t surrounded by beautiful women. You weren’t the most secure person in the first place, and the jealousy just made everything worse.

You knew that he should be calling any minute. It was early for you, but you knew with the time difference that it would be late for him. You had asked John earlier in the day to make sure that he called. You had something important you needed to talk to him about. You tapped your foot nervously against the wood floor, and almost jumped out of your skin when the phone finally rang. You felt like your stomach was in your throat as you picked up the receiver to answer.

“Hello?”

“Hello, love!” His voice was loud, but you could still barely make it out over all the background noise. He was at another after party. You sighed as you twirled the phone cord around your finger absentmindedly.

“How are you?” You asked quietly. You wanted to skip the small talk, but it didn’t seem fair to start the conversation with all your emotions.

“I’m fantastic! The show was amazing, and this party is ridiculous. But John said that you needed to talk to me about something.”

You could hear a girl scream in the background and Roger laughed. Your mood plummeted further. He sounded so happy, and you knew that what you were going to tell him was most likely going to ruin his night.

“I did. Roger, listen. I don’t think that I can do this anymore.”

You could feel the tears building in the silence that followed. There was still the loud party in the background, but Roger didn’t say anything. You weren’t sure that he had even heard you until you heard some shuffling and suddenly the noise got a little bit quieter.

“What… what do you mean?” His voice was much quieter, and you had to swallow the lump in your throat before you could speak again.

“I don’t think I can be in this relationship anymore.”

More silence. A tear slipped down your cheek and you tried to hold back the sob that was building in your throat. You didn’t want to do this, but you had to think about yourself for once. You weren’t happy anymore, and you couldn’t deal with the constant uncertainty as to whether Roger was going to come back to you.

“Please, don’t do this. I love you, YN. I haven’t done anything with anyone else, I swear-“

“It’s not just about that, Roger.” You interrupted, unable to listen to his pleas. “I didn’t want to do this over the phone, but I thought it was best that I do it sooner rather than later. I’m so sorry.”

You were choking on air now, trying to breathe through the sobs that were now wracking your body. You covered your mouth with your hand to muffle the sound. You could hear a sniffle from the other end, and the sound caused a new wave of tears to form.

“YN…”

“Goodbye Roger.”

You quickly hung up, not wanting to hear what else he had to say. You continued to cry for what felt like hours afterward. It wasn’t fair. You wanted to be with him, but the way that you were now was not what you needed. You needed stability. You needed comfort. And when he was far away on tour, he could give you neither of those things.

It wasn’t long before it was time for you to start getting ready for work. You welcomed the distraction, and hoped that you were busy so that you wouldn’t have time to think about your broken heart. You slipped on your work clothes, and avoided the side of the closet where Roger had been keeping some of his things. You continued your regular morning routine and when it came time to leave, you grabbed your keys off the kitchen counter.

Your office was only a few blocks away, but with the rain you decided you would drive rather than walk. You climbed into your car, and almost as soon as you were buckled inside, the rain started coming down even harder. You couldn’t help but think that it was like the sky knew exactly how you were feeling. Slowly, you pulled away from the curb and started on your short journey. It was difficult to see, but knowing London, you were fairly used to it.

You had no sooner started across the intersection down the street from your house when you saw the headlights. You didn’t have time to react before there was the deafening sound of metal hitting metal, and everything went black.

x.x.x.x.x

It was early morning when the hotel phone started to ring. Roger was sharing a room with John, and groaned at the noise as it roused him from his slumber. His head was pounding and his body ached. He couldn’t remember what had happened earlier in the night or how he had gotten here, but he could remember the conversation. His head seemed to pound even harder at the memory.

The phone started ringing again, and Roger reached over and hit John against his back.

“Would ya’ answer it ‘lready?” he whined, his voice still slurring slightly. John mumbled something that Roger couldn’t make out, but leaned over to the table next to his side of the bed and picked up the phone. Almost immediately John shot up and out of the bed, startling Roger completely awake.

“Is she okay?”

Roger’s eyes snapped to his friend and his heart started racing. She who?

“Okay… okay… yes… thank you.” And then John hung up the phone. For a few moments, he just stared at the phone, wide eyed, as if it had just bitten him.

“Who was that?” Roger asked, his voice still hoarse from sleep and dehydration. John’s eyes slowly panned over to him.

“YN was in an accident. She’s in the hospital.”

It was Roger’s turn to jump out of bed, the room instantly tilting and his stomach lurching. He propelled his arms forward to steady himself against the bed as his hungover brain tried to process what was happening.

“Is she okay?” Roger mimicked the question that John had asked the person on the phone just moments before.

“They don’t know. It was pretty bad. They’re taking her into surgery now.”

The nausea he had been feeling before intensified and he quickly ran to the bathroom. He wasn’t sure if it was caused by the mass amount of alcohol or the news, or a culmination of both. He sunk to the bathroom floor, his head in his hands, as tears built behind his eyes. She was hurt and he was over 3,000 miles away. She needed him and he wasn’t there. Roger had never felt worse.

After several moments of sitting on the bathroom floor, wallowing in his own sadness, Roger finally pulled himself up and made his way back into the other room. John was pacing the floor, hand over his mouth, mumbling quietly to himself. Knowing that he couldn’t sit in the hotel room any longer, Roger walked over to his suitcase and started throwing all his things inside of it.

“Where are you going?” Deacy asked as he stopped pacing and turned to his friend.

“The airport. She needs me.”

His brain was still lagging slightly, but the more he thought about it, the clearer his thoughts became. He had to go back to London. No concert was more important than she was. Deacy didn’t protest or try and stop him, because he knew there would be no point. He would let Brian and Freddie know, and they would deal with their show that night in the best way possible. He would have even gone with him, but he knew that this was a trip that he needed to make on his own.

“Good luck, mate. Let her know that we’re thinking of her when you see her.”

Roger gave him a curt nod, and walked over to call for a cab. Surprisingly, even at 4 in the morning, it didn’t take long for his ride to arrive and then he was gone. He could only hope that he could get a flight back quickly.

x.x.x.x.x

It was quiet except for the sound of a faint beeping. You groaned as you tried to roll over away from the light that was shining in your eyes, but you felt a tug on the inside of your arm that prevented you from moving. Slowly, you opened your eyes and at first your eyes couldn’t focus. You could make out faint shapes, but it didn’t take you long to realize that you weren’t at home. The scene started to become a little clearer the more you blinked, and finally you could make out that you were in a hospital room. What happened?

Your eyes flickered down to where the tugging had come from and you could see an I.V. sticking out of your arm. Your eyebrows knit together in confusion as you tried to remember what happened. A sharp pain filled your right side and when you looked over, you couldn’t stop the gasp that fell from your lips. The skin of your arm was a mixture of dark purple and reds and it was carefully propped up on a pillow. You tried to move it, but let out a whimper at the pain that shot through it.

“Try not to move too much, sweetheart.”

Your heart jumped at the sound of his voice, and slowly your eyes fell on him. He was sitting in a chair on the right side of the bed up near your head. There were dark circles under his eyes and he looked beyond exhausted. His blond hair was a mess, looking as if he had run his hands through it repeatedly, pushing it all in different directions.

“Roger? What are you doing here?” You winced again at the pain that spread through your chest when you spoke. His eyes filled with worry as he watched you struggle.

“As soon as I heard you were in an accident, I got on the first plane that I could.”

An accident? The memory slowly started to come back to you. The rain. The stop sign. The headlights.

“What about the band?”

Roger shook his head, and you watched as his hand hesitated over yours. He wanted to touch you, to hold your hand and provide some form of comfort, but he didn’t want to hurt you.

“The band will be fine without me for a couple of days. This was more important.”

Your heart swelled. He was here, now, with you and even though you were in excruciating pain, you couldn’t help but smile. Roger gave you a small smile in return, and leaned over the railings of the bed next to your head. He gently brushed the hair away from your forehead and pressed a small kiss against it.

“You gave us all quite a scare, love. Freddie, Brian and John send their love.”

He didn’t move to sit down, but instead continued to push little hairs away from your face and traced the skin along your jawline. You sighed into the touch and closed your eyes.

“I’m really sorry, Roger.” You whispered. You could feel the pain medication kicking in again and you started to drift out of consciousness.

“Shh… don’t worry about that right now. Just get some rest.”

You nodded, and within seconds you were asleep again with thoughts of the blond drummer running through your mind.

Lucky

letmeletmetrashyourlove:

Ben!Roger 

Author’s Note: Another part? Maybe? Probably? If you like it? 


I groaned to myself as I flung the pillow that was once over my head across my bedroom and against the wall I shared with my neighbor. He seemed to have no regard for the fact that other people lived in this apartment building and was up at all hours on his drum set.

It was 4:30 am, and I had to be up in three hours to go to work. It was the last straw. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and rested my elbows on my knees and my face in my hands. Another groan escaped my lips as I stood up, wrapping my blanket around my shoulders. I yanked my front door open and stomped over next door. My other neighbor, Charlotte, was on the same page. She’s a 97-year-old woman who invited me in for dinner every once in a while. One of the sweetest women I had ever met, yet she had fire in her eyes as she stepped out into the hallway.

      “I got it, Charlotte,” I told her, shooing her back into her apartment.

She muttered something to herself about an entitled asshole before slamming her door shut.

I pounded on the door with both fists, but it was to no avail.

     

“Hey! Asshole! Hey! Open the fucking door!” I screamed, continuing to hit the door.

Nothing.

     

“I swear to fucking god,” I muttered to myself before taking the bold move to reach for the handle on the door. To my surprise, it was unlocked. I swung the door open hard enough for the handle to hit the door behind it. The culprit was sitting behind his drum kit, a cigarette hanging from his lips with several empty beer bottles on the surrounding floor. Despite the fact that I had just broken into his apartment, he was still playing.

Since shouting hadn’t worked before, I reached for the light switch, turning it off an on a couple times.

     

“What the bloody hell!?” He exclaimed as his gaze finally met mine.

     

“You’re asking me that?” I hollered, “It’s 4 in the fucking morning, mate! What the fuck are you doing?”

     

“Is it?” He asked himself, glancing at the clock, “Christ, sorry. Must’ve lost track of time.”

     

“Our neighbor is 97 fucking years old, you’re gonna give her a heart attack and I’ve got to be up in 3 fucking hours so I’d appreciate it if you quit until then,” I growled, grabbing the door and slamming it behind me as I stepped out into the hallway.

I trudged back into bed, falling asleep once more as soon as I hit the mattress. I awoke again at 7:30 to the sound of my alarm clock. I swung wildly at my nightstand until I hit the snooze button. 8:30 rolled around, the sound of drums now continuing in the apartment next door. I silently thanked my noisy neighbor, if he hadn’t started playing again, I would’ve been late for work. I cursed to myself as I sprung out of bed and fumbled trying to get on the dress I had draped over my chair the night before. I slipped on my boots and staggered towards my front door, nearly tripping over the cup that was sitting on my doormat. I squinted, leaning down to pick it up along with a note scribbled on a paper napkin that was tucked under it.

     

“Sorry for last night. Maybe this will wake you up. -Roger”

It was from the cafe across the road from the apartment complex. They marked the cup as a coffee with one cream and two sugars. Not exactly the way I would normally take it, but I scooped it up anyway, taking a sip as I scrambled to the elevator. I recoiled after taking a sip, finding it was cold. He must’ve put it there a while ago.

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ben hardy!roger taylor fic || you need to trust me

borhap-babies:

A/N: hey sweet babies, im baaaaack with a little ben!rog fic full of all the angst xo love you, my babies ❤

so yeah, I just finished writing this and I kinda hate it, im so sorry eek

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“So, how often do you come here?” The brunette man shouted over the sound of Smile playing onstage.

“Oh, every weekend, almost.” You replied, trying to be polite but secretly hoping this man would just leave you alone.

“You’re not one of those groupies for the band, are you?” The man laughed, but the comment stung.

“No.” You replied flatly, glaring up at him. His face fell, realising he had offended you, and he became a blubbering mess trying to cover his tracks.

“I’m so- look, I didn’t mean anything by it, I swear-”

“It’s fine.” You huff, directing your attention back to your boyfriend and his three best friends performing a cover of one of their favourite songs, much to the crowd’s delight.

“Let me buy you a drink to make up for it.”

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Okay but… Roger coming home earlier than expected once so y/n is just doing something random around their flat, wearing one of his shirts and singing quietly to themselves. He’d melt. It’s cliché, I know, but who doesn’t love a good cliché?

the-useless-reptile:

I can totally imagine like.. 

Christmas Eve when they’re at the studio, they all agree to leave early to spend time with their family during the evening instead of being miserable at the studio. So you’re at home by yourself, thinking that he’s going to be so much later because that’s what he told you this morning. ‘Unsure of when I’ll be home, but late’, before giving you a kiss to the lips and heading out the door.

You had done all the last minute things before spending a quiet Christmas morning with your love, and then a party at Freddie’s during the evening. You’d washed the sheets on the bed and all the blankets so you could snuggle and hold each other in the morning without any sort of rush, wrapped up all of his presents which were sitting nicely under the tree in the corner of the living room, and now you were mindlessly dancing around the kitchen, a bowl in your hands as you stirred the batter for cookies. One of Roger’s black button-ups was draped over your shoulders, buttoned three times in the middle to give a teasing glance at your bare skin, a simple pair of black panties and fuzzy socks. You were comfortable humming and skidding around the kitchen to Christmas songs coming from the vinyl player. The cookies would be done hopefully right before your boyfriend came home, so things were good. So good, you thought to yourself, resting the bowl onto the counter. 

Roger pushed the door open to the flat, the intense domestic nature of what you were doing hitting his senses right away as he heard the music and saw the lights on in the living room.  He made note to shut the door gently so you didn’t hear him before pattering his way towards the kitchen. He stopped in his tracks in the doorway and leaned against it while watching you.

“Santa baby,” You sang along to the music into the spoon with your eyes shut. Roger lifted his hand up to cover his mouth. “Slip a sable under the tree, for me~. Been an awful good girl.” You made that sound more sultry than it needed, nearly theatrical in its presentation for you thought you were still alone. With an arm in the air, you turned and leaned back against the counter in a more sensual pose, “Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight.” You slipped onto your knees in a silly way, but to you, it was more about the heat of the moment. You were having fun. And Roger was more than thrilled to watch you act this way. It was a gift upon itself.

“Wow, you look hot, babe.” Roger finally peeped up when you threw your head back to expose your neck and more of your chest as you followed the beat. “Kind of wish you were doin’ this for me, though.”

“Oh my god, Rog!” You screeched, sitting back and holding your make-shift microphone spoon close to your chest. “What the…” You glanced at the clock. 3 PM. “What are you doing home? I wasn’t expecting you until later! Well, later than bloody 3!”

It was his turn to drop to his knees in front of you, crawling rather seductively towards you. He still had his fur jacket on, still had his shoes on and he was also wearing a very dark smirk that you couldn’t put a meaning to. Well, you could, but you found yourself derailed at the fact that you could peer into his shirt and see the pale skin waiting to be touched by you later this evening. “We figured we’d leave early today. No sense in jolting around a studio when we all want to be at home, enjoying the holiday.” You gazed at him hesitantly as he grasped your legs and pulled you towards him slowly. You slipped across the wooden floor with ease, your breath hitching as you were now mere centimeters away from a kiss. Roger smiled cheekily, grabbing the spoon out of your hand and tossing it carelessly onto the counter. His blue eyes were darker than they usually were, dilated as he gazed down at you longingly. You were like a little present, waiting for him to unwrap you one piece of clothing at a time.

The song was still playing in the background, now just a noise as all you were paying attention to was Roger. “I didn’t think we were actually going to open presents until tomorrow, but you,” He uttered, “but I just can’t help myself.”

“Roger, I need to finish the coo… oh…” You moaned out lightly as he pressed a kiss to the side of your neck before daringly baring his teeth there and scraping them along your sensitive skin. “alright, you win.”

And with that, your lover gave you one flashy smile before diving in for another open-mouth kiss as the song came to a gentle close, his arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you into his waiting lap as he fell back into a seated position on the kitchen floor.

Hurry down the chimney tonight.

Hurry, tonight…

Hi! Can you do a blurb about the queen boys teaching you how to play their instrument? (Love your blog btw)

the-useless-reptile:

( A/N: These drabbles are completely separate, not taking place in the same fic. Basically how all of the boys would go around teaching you if you were their significant other! Thanks! )

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Title: Instrumental Solo.
Pairing(s): Brian May x Reader, Roger Taylor x Reader, John Deacon x Reader.
Words: 1,950. ( 3 Separate Drabbles ).
Rating: T ( Mild mentions of Sex, language. )


Brian May:

Brian felt like hours had passed by but when he looked at the clock next to the bed, he noticed it had only been… Half of an hour. Not even that. Only… 28 minutes. Rolling his shoulders, he sat down in front of you in a chair that was brought in from the kitchen. A lot of Brian’s appeal compared to other men was his height, the bounce of his hair and his effortless attempt to look as good as possible, doing the most simple thing like trying to teach you how to play a guitar. Your fingers slipped over the frets of the guitar sitting in your lap as you looked up at Brian, a rather irked expression riddling over his features as you mimicked the sound of a guitar rather than actually playing it. Whether the expression was true to what he was feeling or if it were faux, you had no idea, but… He had spent the last half hour trying to teach you the C-Chord, but to little avail so perhaps his patience was running a tad bit thin at this point. “You need to focus, love.” He said to you and positioned his long fingers. “Like this, and then…” He strummed, letting the vibrations sink into the air in a rather pretty way. You had always seen the way that Brian played the guitar as extension of himself. The way he strummed, plucked notes, and let his fingers do the talking was another part of his personality that you adored. It was hard not to look at him with crazed love running in your eyes.

“I’m plenty focused.” You uttered under your breath and glanced down at the guitar strings and then at your hands which were awkwardly pressed to the frets. Brian pressed his lips together, raising his eyebrows and within seconds he was standing, resting his guitar down on the side of the bed and grasped your fingers.

“You’re too tense. You need to relax and trust your fingers to move the way you want them to love. Otherwise, you’re going to overthink it.” He bent down so he was crouching right in front of you. The smile on his face made you melt. He often fluctuated between annoyance and adoration, and that was very apparent today. Readjusting your fingers, his smile grew a small bit around the corners, “Like that, and now… Strum.”

You did as your love suggested, strumming the guitar lightly as if doing it too hard would hurt yourself. Music. You played music. You grinned, bouncing a bit in your spot as you looked down at Brian with pure happiness riding along your cheeks. “I did it!”

“See what a little focus can do?”

You rolled your eyes as he leaned in and pressed a hot kiss to your lips, lingering there for a few seconds longer than needed as a coy smirk hit his mouth. It started rather subtly around the corner of his lips before turning into a full-faced, cocky and rather appealing look. “Can’t we take a little break? My fingers hurt.”

“Oh, my poor baby.” He murmured sarcastically, letting his hand release from yours on the guitar to cup the side of your face. “No breaks until you get the C-Chord absolutely perfect.”

“You’re such a mean, unfair teacher.”

“Hm,” Brian laughed and pressed one more kiss to your cheek before standing up. “That’s what makes me so good.”

“You’re not that good.” You cooed, knowing fully well that your words were nothing more than a fib.

“Oh babes, I’m the best you’re ever going to have.”

“I don’t think we’re talking about the same thing anymore.” You chuckled.


Roger Taylor:

Every move that Roger produced you could feel. It tingled at the base of your spine before shivering downwards to sit very soothingly in your tailbone, his strong arms wrapped around you seeing as you were sitting in his lap while watching him play drums. Every so often you’d feel his breath on the back of his neck, pausing the moments he’d hit the snare of his drums before resuming after intense anticipation. The amount of focus and attention was astounding to even people just glancing and even more mind blowing for you were experiencing from his very spot. They were bigger than you had thought, but then again, you rarely ever spent time around his drums this close up. Shiny and perfectly set up within range for his outstretched arms to tap a beat. “Can I try?” You finally asked, half aware that you had actually said that out loud despite it being an idea inside of your mind. Roger was very peculiar about who touched his drums because he had them set up for himself, no one else; you knew that but still asked your boyfriend. “Can you teach me how to play something?”

“You’d rather bang the drums than me?” The playful pout in his voice was very evident though you didn’t get a clear vision of his expression. You laughed, dipping a hand between your legs so you could grab his thigh and adjust yourself in his lap a small bit to face the drums more vividly. “Here, baby girl.” He said, holding his drum sticks out for you to grasp hold of, pressing his chin onto your shoulder so he could peer down at what you were doing. “Be careful though. We don’t need any broken pieces.”

You smiled cheekily, grabbing the drumsticks in a rather teasing fashion before holding one in each hand. “I would never.”

Roger rolled his eyes teasingly and whispered into your ear, “So, you know the snare?”

“This?” You tapped the sharp instrument strapped to your right.

“Yes, that.” He laughed, pressing a kiss to your shoulder before murmuring, “Just tap a beat there. One and two and three and four. Slow.” You did as he said, following his words to build a beat. “Perfect, babe. Now go a little faster.” You did. “And with the other hand,” He let his fingers graze against your arm before stretching it out for you and pressing it to tom-tom style drum to the left. He lifted and pushed your arm back down, shadowing the beat of your right hand. “Just like that. Now with your right hand, speed up. One, two, three, four and with your left keep it one and two and three and four.”

“I have no idea how you do this on a daily basis.” You chuckled, trying to do what he was suggesting before dropping a stick. “Oh fuck.”

“Years and years of practice.” He laughed, watching you bend down in his lap to grab the lost drumstick. Wrapping an arm around your waist, he held you tightly so you didn’t go stumbling face first into the bass drum, like he had done a couple time with drunk or high. He would happily admit that this was a position he favored more than he thought he would. “Maybe you’re just not suited for the drums.” Roger suggested in a gentle tone of voice to make it seem less judgy.

“What do you think I would be suited for then? What would I play amazingly?” You groaned, grasping the stick and sitting back up.

You were suddenly pulled flush against Roger who thought it was a good idea to press a kiss to the side of your neck. Lifting his hands up, he grasped the sticks out of your hands before you dropped them once again. “Me.”

“Wh…What?”

“You play me pretty well, making me feel like a little schoolboy with the biggest crush on the prettiest girl in the schoolyard.” This was said against your skin, his hands tightening his grip around your waist to press you harder against him.

“I’m an expert when it comes down to you, babe.”

“That you are.”


John Deacon:

You were lounging on the couch, watching as Freddie and John talked to each other about a song that John had just written, Brian and Roger in the conversation as well but rather than speaking, they were just listening. ‘Another One Bites The Dust’ you figured was the name for that was the repetitive chorus. Catchy. It was sharp with a very intense and captivating bass line that John had been lulling about in his mind over and over again until he figured it out. Picking up his bass, he looked at Freddie and played the line again as Freddie just rolled his eyes. They were bickering and you could tell from the look on John’s face that Freddie wasn’t listening to what he had to say. “How about we take a break?” Brian suggested, setting his guitar down on its stand. Roger was quick to agree, murmuring something about having to use the bathroom before shuffling out of the room with Brian. Freddie sighed, giving you a rather forced smile before walking away. “He drives me absolutely crazy sometimes.” John murmured more to himself and sat down on the couch next to you, sighing deeply and pulling his bass into his lap. He plucked a few notes as you snuggled in next to him.

“That’s pretty cool, Deaks.”

“I’m glad you think so because no one else has faith in it.” John lifted a hand and brushed his hand aimlessly through his hair, messing it up a small bit. You felt yourself swoon ever so slightly. “They think it’s too much like disco.”

“They?”

“Well, mainly Roger and Brian. Freddie… I think is on my side. You know how he is.” Waving his hand rather dismissively, he rested his hands back onto his bass. An instinctual thing for John at this point. You tilted your head to the side. Initially, you thought that John and Freddie were fighting about the song but perhaps they were teaming up against Brian and Roger who thought it was too ‘disco’. You looked at your love’s hands as he played the bass line once more just for you.

“Bum bum bum…” You hummed to the beat of the song, “duh-nanananana.” That was such a perfect melody and it always surprised you that John had just beautiful music inside his mind. “Can you show me how to play that?”

John raised his eyebrows and laughed, “You want to learn how to play it?” You nodded to which your boyfriend hummed in contemplation. “Well, I suppose if Brian and Roger see you playing it, they’ll think it’s cool.”

“Perfect.” You slid the bass from his lap into yours and earned yourself a rather typical face from your love. He squinted at you before it turned into a smile. “Now, honey. Show me how to play so I can impress my friends.”

“Alright, alright.” He laughed, the smile creasing onto his cheeks perfectly. You found yourself fixated on that momentarily before he shifted, turning on the couch with one foot tucked under so he was sitting on it. “It’s very simple. And you just repeat it.” He showed you the notes to pluck, the melody slowly coming out of your fingertips. “That’s good.” John grinned, pressing a kiss to your cheek before looking down and taking his hand away from yours, allowing you to do it on your own. “Now, again!” You did it again, tilting your head to the side.

“It kind of reminds me of…” You glanced at the bass and played it once more, “It makes me want to pounce on you.”

“In a good way or a bad way?”

Your smile turned into a wide smirk as you leaned towards John, “A dirty way.”

“Ah, you cheeky girl.” He wiggled his eyebrows, placing a small but very passionate kiss onto your lips.


Kind of experimenting with this drabble thing a bit! Thanks for reading! Have a good one. Reblogs and likes are ALWAYS appreciated!

–<3Emmy